|Welcome to the strange things that go on in my head...|
star.i draw a star on the palm of my left hand every daystar. by Coffee-Kisses
and every day
you tell me
i'm going to get a tattoo there one day
and every day
i tell you tattoos are nasty, and that i'd never want one
and every day
something inside me
tells me i might want a star on the palm of my left hand
just to remember how you said i would.
do.you don't know what you dodo. by Coffee-Kisses
when you hang up yelling at me.
and how i cry
because i don't know what i did wrong
you don't know what you do
when you think that i'm mad just because i don't say something
because i'm crying
and you just yell more
and i'm broken
and you don't know what to do
A Lovely Day at the MorgueNonchalantly,A Lovely Day at the Morgue by Blue-Galben-Rouge
she was shot in the head,
he crashed his plane,
he was burned to death.
they cut her open,
they reviewed his X-rays,
they cleaned him with a sponge.
With thoughful insight,
they examined the hole in her head,
they examined his disfigured face,
they cut his well-done body, too.
I stand there watching,
I watch with a perverted sense of joy,
Looking at those bodies for what they are:
Sacks of meat used to intrigue and explore.
Nonchalantly, I live.
Insert Expletive HereInsert Expletive HereInsert Expletive Here by Secad
Insert the expletive here that I am too nice to say
I know what it is
I bet others do too
The facts I should know
I found out
It makes one feel better in an odd way
But adds more pain to the recovery
Expletive out of sadness, and only slightly out of anger
Anger of finding out
But replaced by understanding
And the need to not 'smother' the other
A confiding in a close friend
An asking of advice
"Forget about him.
There's always others."
Says the person who had an on-and-off with an expletive
Sadly, one cannot forget
The memories are stamped in
By the hormones
"You know I think it's strange, just a little bit deranged, that you think I'm gonna change to make you happy." - How Strange - Emilie Autumn
"I don't wanna watch you wither when I know I could make you bloom. And I don't wanna watch her lead you into the gloom..." - Stupid Snake - Japanese Voyeurs
I am an occasional writer, a vaguely regular photographer and a music obsessed mad scientist. Final year ecology student to be exact. Baby turtles are one of the cutest things on the planet. Canoodle is a good word, but not as awesome as appendage, which may or may not be my favourite word. I watch too many documentaries for my own good and have a habit of spouting random bits of information at people (which may or may not be relevant to the current conversation). I have an obsessive love for Dr Marten 1460oz boots (especially the lime green ones), stripy socks and monsterkookies' amazing jewellery. I love gigs but have a phobia of crowds, which is not the best combination. Anything else?
My LAST.fm account, if you're at all interested in my music tastes: www.last.fm/user/IATSATH
My blog, full of my ramblings about bands and other random shit: iatsath.blogspot.com/