|Welcome to the strange things that go on in my head...|
Lead me to the Real WorldI walk upon the streets through the lines of houses.Lead me to the Real World by MsLeace
I see people here and there but I feel seperate from them.
Not an emotion passes through me as I keep walking and watching.
I feel like an observer with no connection to those she watches.
It's like a movie placed in front of my eyes that I have no option but to watch.
And listen.. all the voices of cars, children, birds.. mingled with each other making a choir of confusion.
To escape the numbness that's filling me, I turn to the forest.
I walk around suddenly seperate from myself.
I pick up branches to throw them in ponds of the forest.
I pick up stones to hold in my hand.
I keep walking and start singing to myself.
As I stop I find a longing having filled my emptiness.
Somehow I wish there was someone taking these walks with me.
Not to share a word.. but to feel your company.
To share my world.
I escape the real world.
Would you come to my world? And lead me to yours?
Would you show me what it means to be alive?
"You know I think it's strange, just a little bit deranged, that you think I'm gonna change to make you happy." - How Strange - Emilie Autumn|
"I don't wanna watch you wither when I know I could make you bloom. And I don't wanna watch her lead you into the gloom..." - Stupid Snake - Japanese Voyeurs
I am an occasional writer, a vaguely regular photographer and a music obsessed mad scientist. Final year ecology student to be exact. Baby turtles are one of the cutest things on the planet. Canoodle is a good word, but not as awesome as appendage, which may or may not be my favourite word. I watch too many documentaries for my own good and have a habit of spouting random bits of information at people (which may or may not be relevant to the current conversation). I have an obsessive love for Dr Marten 1460oz boots (especially the lime green ones), stripy socks and monsterkookies' amazing jewellery. I love gigs but have a phobia of crowds, which is not the best combination. Anything else?
My LAST.fm account, if you're at all interested in my music tastes: www.last.fm/user/IATSATH
My blog, full of my ramblings about bands and other random shit: iatsath.blogspot.com/